I Want a New Drug

By 12 April 2017TORTURE

I Want a New Drug (±x)

Published on 12th April 2017

Joseph S R de Saram (JSRDS)

Information Security Architect / Intelligence Analyst / Computer Scientist / Human Rights Activist / COMSEC / SIGINT / TSCM

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Well I am still feeling the ill effects of this, the time has come to explain what is going on – I am doing that in a new article but am leaving this one here to show all the typos, errors, confusion caused by such an attack.


I will update the next in a day or so but I had to share the results of my latest test. I have seen 1.753GHz-1.768Ghz before, in relation to bands used by EU-NATO-US. When I was filming this attack, my heart rate dropped to about 30 beats per minute and it caused tremors and I almost lost consciousness:-

I think this may be the first time that a target has recorded the frequencies on video and captured an attack of this magnitude in progress.

Quite fascinating to be hit with a surface power density of 1355mW/m2 which then increased to 1827mW/m2 – look at these figures compared to the 7mW/m2 of yesterday.

I vomited about an hour ago, and now even a couple of hours later my head is throbbing, my heart is stinging, I cannot breathe and I need to lie down.

No rash on the arms this time, but the blast caused Shihara the Owl Cat to get agitated and he attacked me instead!


After having significant memory deficits over the last week, as well as massive chest pains when I wake up in the morning, I decided to run some tests today – electronic ones of course…

When I commenced the process, I was on the receiving end of a pulse along the lines of that which occurred on 09 April 2017 (see bottom of this article). I had thought today’s pulse was around 7mW/m2 and it caused me to feel as if I had been hit with a Taser (something I experienced once in Bahamas in January 2010 as part of training and I did not like that at all).

But the 7mW/m2 related to the second test – I forgot that I had restarted the gadget in between. It was actually around 1000mW/m2 though I do not have the video unfortunately.

The following video demonstrates microwave radiation around 940MHz. Note the red LED on level 3 and the surface power density of 0.4mW/m2 (400μW/m2).

Actually pulsed does not necessarily mean changes in frequency and what I have said on the video is not quite right – the pulse had disorientated me for some time. The recorded maximum was 7.79mW/m2 (not 0.7mW as I said on the video, obviously still unable to articulate properly after the pulse). When I cannot read numbers correctly that demonstrates how dangerous psychotronic weapons are. Though it was around 1000mW/m2 that caused me to feel sick.

However after placing the silver-plated shielding that I normally wear over my head, on the device itself, note how the specific power density drops to 0.26mW/m2 – orange LED 5.

This is the head protection that I used:-

Significance of Surface Power Density Readings

The range of between 500μW/m2 and 7.79mW/m2 above relates to the following in the table referenced:-

0.00001μW/m2 Altered EEG in human subjects

20μW/m2 Sleep disorders, abnormal blood pressure, nervousness, weakness, fatigue, limb pain, joint pain, digestive problems, fewer schoolchildren promoted—controlled study near a shortwave transmitter

20μW/m2 Behavior disorders, increased health problems, and reduced milk yield in cows near TV and cell phone transmission antenna

100μW/m2 A study of medical complaints of people with long-term exposure in their homes: Over 100 µW/m2 only 5-6% of the sample (172 people) did not experience adverse health effects.

600μW/m2 Slowing of the heart, change in EEG in rabbits

2.7mW/m2 3G phone mast: cognitive impairment, muscular pains, headaches, dizziness

6mW/m2 Change in calcium ion efflux from brain tissue

6mW/m2 Cardiac arrhythmias and sometimes cardiac arrest (frogs)

10mW/m2 Headache, dizziness, irritability, fatigue, weakness, insomnia, chest pain, difficulty breathing, indigestion (humans—occupational exposure)

Table of Effects by SAR or Power Density

0.00001 μW/m2 Altered EEG in human subjects Brise 1978 (Firstenberg, Bevington) 0.0001 μW/m2 Effects on immune system in mice Bundyuk 1994 (Firstenberg) 0.0002 μW/m2 Stimulation of ovulation in chickens Kondra 1970 (Firstenberg) 0.05 μW/m2 Effect on cell growth in yeast Grundler 1992 (Firstenberg)

And then this happened around 21:00 this evening…

As on 09 April 2017, only one of my arms got the targetted radiation, this time the left one:-

So What’s Causing The Damage?

Either a small portable tracking device such as this:-

Or a heavy duty device such as this:-

A 10-stage Marx generator built of ten 10nf per stage provides 1nf of erected capacitance. This section is built into a pressure chamber of 210mm diameter & 2500mm length. The Marx generator is fed by a three-stage high voltage power supply with an input of 230 volts 50/60Hz. This D.C. to D.C. converter generates 0 to 20kV DC which is fed to the Marx input for charging the capacitors.

The Marx output of 90kV to 160kV pulse is fed to a peaking capacitor of 30pf to 180pf for shaping the pulse. The output peaking gap is fixed to shape the pulse further. The Marx now charges the output capacitor. This capacitor (coaxial oil filled capacitor) discharges into the load through the peaking gap. The entire system is coaxial made further enhancing the effectiveness.


  • Random HV Generator.
  • HV HF Source for plasma Generation.
  • Pulse Power Source for Z-Pinch study.
  • High Voltage High Current Linear Injector.
  • Use as a emp Generator with a properly designed TEM Cell.

The EMP pulser with a special Antenna is capable of shutting down a computer at a distance of 15 meters. It generates a steep 2 nanosecond rise time >2 Giga-watt pulse into a parallel plate transmission line type of Antenna.

The “EMP Blaster Gun” is suitable for many small experiments requiring radiating EMP waves. The system utilizes a high voltage discharge of 100kV to 160kV at a pulse repetitive rate of 1pps. It can also ignite highly explosive fuels in close proximity or contact.

When fixed with a parallel plate antenna, even of mismatched impedance, about 15kV / meter are produced at a distance of 2 meters (with a generated voltage of 160kV output). With a coaxial design, the radiated waveform will have a rise time of under 50 nanoseconds, and a field strength of 15 to 30kV / meter at distance of 1 to 2 meters.

How To Demonstrate Microwave Radiation and Bugs

This is the device that I used:-

As can be seen I do NOT have paranoid schizophrenia and I have identified the issues correctly. I am on the receiving end of psychotronic attacks by military intelligence.

This in itself confirms that very senior parties know that (a) I ‘may’ be incorrectly perceived as threat to national security and/or (b) I am aware of specific information arising from my previous cryptographic experience that parties would obviously like to be kept quiet 🙂

As it happens (a) will never change and (b) I do not like be irritated 🙂

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There’s always ‘something strange in my [network] neighbourhood’ – as ‘I’m No-one’s Bitch’ and a Human Rights Activist I am always subjected to Harassment Surveillance, Covert Surveillance and even Directed Energy Weapons.

But do I need to call ‘gHOSTbusters’? No way Jose!

I have direct experience of working with intelligence personnel from 1993 (from the age of 21yrs). My competence in Signals Intelligence (“SIGINT”) Applied Cryptographics, Forensics and Technical Surveillance Countermeasures is second to none 🙂

Many people are actually on the receiving end of such issues and the classic stereotype is that of either a hippie on drugs and playing a guitar, or a recluse in a hoodie and/or possibly a tin-foil hat looking over his shoulder as he is walking down an empty street.

So whilst I appreciate the continual testing of my abilities to correctly identify and respond tactically to hybrid hostile threats, I do have my normal IT work to do as well!

When there are strange things going on around me, it really is just another day at the office. Having recovered around 20% of evidence that was mysteriously wiped I have now met the evidentiary burden to hammer the UK/AU parties concerned and there are two new law firms who are engaged and/or in the process of being engaged in London alone.

Forensic Evidence underlies My Theories

My theories are always confirmed by evidence, and from 2015 I have been exposed to copious amounts of microwave radiation:-

Every Breath You Take

From around 2006 onwards I became involved in securing communications for various projects involving Directed Energy Weapons. This post is primarily...

12 September 2016

Microwave frequencies up to around 1Ghz are typically used for bugging devices and covert wireless cameras. WLAN is around 2.4Ghz and commercial IP cameras operate at this frequency.

Kellyanne Conway

People laughed at Kellyanne when she said ‘microwaves that turn into cameras’ but in a similar way to The Donald and his tweet about surveillance, the broad concepts were actually correct but the delivery and/or minutiae of content were not quite there.

I also made such a mistake in 17 December 2015 because I was trying to actually pinpoint the transmitting device of Edward de Saram when I simply should have said that ‘there was a device in his immediate vicinity’.

Kellyanne should have stated ‘cameras operating on microwave frequencies’ as I have referenced above.

More Evidence

I now present further evidence of microwaves being used…

Firstly I needed a sweep:-

no, not that sort..

okay getting closer with the brown face and white teeth since we are in Sri Lanka 🙂

Ah finally:-


Connecting to each frequency in turn:-

First one is a radio station:-

Is the second one some type of Devil Worship maybe, I don’t know?-

Third and Fourth appear to be carrying encrypted signals:-



Actually I do not encrypt any of my conversations – speaking in English is good enough for security purposes 🙂 Also if you are using the 476.8Mhz band and you are not worshipping Satan, I apologise for my statement but to be on the safe side I would say “The power of Christ compels you” 🙂

Radiation Sickness

The absolute latest thing that I am finding is that I am suffering from the symptoms of radiation sickness. Generally it seems to be the symptoms of non-ionising radiation:-


An interesting paragraph is this one:-

3. Microwaves have been known to effect an abnormal influx of calcium into cells. When there is an abnormal influx of calcium into mast cells, for example, they produce histamine. This is just one of the ways in which microwave exposure has been known to trigger or aggravate allergic reactions.

As it happens I have already referred to Voltage-Gated Calcium Channels (“VGCC”) in my Every Breath You Take article above, and the use of microwaves as Directed Energy Weapons does fabricate the symptoms of neuropsychiatric disorders:-

Microwave frequency electromagnetic fields (EMFs) produce widespread neuropsychiatric effects including depression

Professor Emeritus of Biochemistry and Basic Medical Sciences, Washington State University, 638 NE 41st Avenue, Portland, OR 97232-3312, USA Received 13 April 2015, Revised 1 August 2015, Accepted 9 August 2015, Available online 21 August 2015.....

“The Sun Always Shines When It Pours”

An incredible event occurred on 09 April 2017 evening around 19:30 which I managed to video. I was working on my laptop near a window and all of a sudden I felt like throwing up – no it was not a legal case in Australia in which the lawyers and/or judges demonstrated their ignorance of the law :). I thought I had had a Transient Ischaemic Attack (“TIA”) as well.

This is my right arm:-

Having studied Medicine at University College London I identified this reaction as urticaria:-

Practice Essentials

Urticaria, commonly referred to as hives, appears as raised, well-circumscribed areas of erythema and edema involving the dermis and epidermis that are very pruritic (see the image below). It may be acute (6 wk). Urticaria may be confused with a variety of other dermatologic diseases that are similar in appearance and are also pruritic; usually, however, it can be distinguished from these diseases by an experienced clinician...

But the question was what could possibly cause this and why the rapid onset? I had not eaten anything unusual and was having a pleasant day.

I then remembered that there is a type of urticaria known as ‘physical urticaria’ which is caused by an external factor:-

Hives - Physical Urticarias. Treatment & causes at Patient

Urticaria (also known as hives) is an itchy rash caused by tiny amounts of fluid that leak from blood vessels under the skin. Learn more from Patient....

But I had not encountered any stinging nettles and had just been on my computer. Considering the matter further I considered Solar Urticaria:-

Normal sunlight was not responsible (it was night) and also the sun was not shining out of my arse at the time 🙂

As such the only thing that could have possibly caused all the symptoms was a short burst of high intensity radiation. I have referenced above that the ‘massive influx of calcium into mast cells causes the production of histamine‘ and I have already demonstrated evidence of microwave radiation.

Solar Urticaria is extremely rare – despite the billions of people around the world there have only been around 100 reported cases in the last 115 years!! Wow, finally I am Special as opposed to Special Needs which is how my parents enjoy labelling me!

Actually I had initially thought that it was the effect of ionising radiation, but within two hours my arm was back to normal – but I have been feeling really sick over the last few days and my chest is very tight. Ionising radiation tends to blister the skin..

Head Gear

Thankfully at the time I had this on my head – much better than tin-foil 🙂


and I think from now on I will wear it around the house. It does actually work because the fabric is certified to provide 99.999% shielding across the frequency range 10MHz – 3GHz and still over 99.6% at 5.6GHz….

National Security Agency and Targeted Individuals

There is always some defence/intelligence basis for this type of technology

NSA Whistleblower Powerhouses William Binney and Kirk Wiebe Stand Up to Support “Targeted Individuals” Worldwide

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to be continued…


Joseph S R de Saram (JSRDS)

Information Security Architect / Intelligence Analyst / Computer Scientist / Human Rights Activist / COMSEC / SIGINT / TSCM

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